ALL MY LIFE I LIVED IN FEAR

Fear of being inferior.

Fear of not being able to live life to the fullest like everyone else.

Fear of being exposed as some one not as good as who I claim to be.

IT TOOK ME THROUGH DARK TIMES

When life passed by and I accomplished nothing.

When the secrets finally broke out.

When I collapsed.

because when I was finally stripped off almost everything that defined me, I saw my building blocks.

I saw my foundation.

I saw what it meant to be me.

I love to TELL the truth to the face of IMPOSTERS. I love exposing LIES.

But when I started lying, I contradict myself.

I crippled myself.

I betrayed my own identity.

then I told the truth.

I BROKE FREE

no I didn’t tell anyone else. I told myself.

It is perhaps the HARDEST to convince myself, not anyone else.

I face who I am.

I face the person who I want to be

I said: “Thanks to both of you! For telling the truth”

Truth.

Truthfulness is my foundation. My quality.

I believe in THE TRUTH.